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[evergleam]

I hate today. I wish I could just skip past it so it would be tomorrow instead.

I wrote this a year ago today. I don't think I'm still in mourning like I was then, which is good since it's been two years. But I think the reason I've been so nostalgic and upset lately has everything to do with today.

And Racheal's mad at me now because I said something stupid. I should just learn to stop speaking. Any time I try to say why I'm upset about something, it just blows up right in my face.

I'm going to clean my room. Channel this anger into something productive. Also, why don't I own any Garbage CDs? This is exactly what I need right now.

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/_freyja_/]

I'm sorry that you're upset Heather :( Your letter was beautiful, although it made me cry. I think it's amazing that you were able to do something so touching and constructive with all of your feelings. I really wish I could do something like that for my mom sometimes, but I've never been able to. Maybe it's still too close, maybe I just suck, I don't know why. I really admire that you were comfortable posting it for others to read. I hope you feel better, but I understand that there are just certain days that, because of context, are harder than others.
We love you!

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[evergleam83.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Laura, your comment means a lot to me. It's nice to know that the letter has some resonance with someone other than me. Love you, too!