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Apr. 17th, 2003 03:37 amSometimes I think I'll never learn. I'm not here to make everyone else's lives easier. I'm really not.
Why do I continue to do this? It's almost 4am. I was helping Dan because no one but me and Steve showed up to do tech. And Dan seems to think his senior sem is the most important thing in the world.
I did tell him everything though. I didn't hold anything back. All about how this isn't gonna fly and no one is going to want to keep helping him if he keeps doing this. Plus all the other stuff that's been bothering me about helping him these past few nights. Honesty comes naturally when you're dead tired and bitchy.
So now I'm gonna crash. And pray that I get up when my alarm goes off in the morning. I can't miss class anymore.
Why do I continue to do this? It's almost 4am. I was helping Dan because no one but me and Steve showed up to do tech. And Dan seems to think his senior sem is the most important thing in the world.
I did tell him everything though. I didn't hold anything back. All about how this isn't gonna fly and no one is going to want to keep helping him if he keeps doing this. Plus all the other stuff that's been bothering me about helping him these past few nights. Honesty comes naturally when you're dead tired and bitchy.
So now I'm gonna crash. And pray that I get up when my alarm goes off in the morning. I can't miss class anymore.