just gonna get my feet wet

Okay. Happy (happier) thoughts.

I'm sipping lemon tea and perusing the friends list for hopefully the last time tonight and talking to one of my favorite people from high school. And I'm listening to this song that Jeff sent me that I'm absolutely in love with. And I'm trying to clear my head so I can spend the rest of the night writing. I'm going to do it tonight. And then I'm going to call Dr. Mary tomorrow and make her love me again. And I'm going to get through the rest of this semester, and I'm going to figure out what happens after May 21 when May 21 rolls around. Cause I just can't do it any other way.

Since I've been spending most of my non-freaking out waking hours watching Veronica Mars, I've got a question that may or may not turn into babble.

( No spoilers past 1x17, I believe. )

I should turn off the music and start thinking about Kurt Vonnegut. I have to get through this.